Isazela Njengenkolo.

Ngaba uyazi imeko? Ekuseni kusasa, ngosuku olulandelayo. Ukunyamekela, njengaye, igcwele umlomo kwaye akukho xesha lobudenge kunye neengcamango zokudlala. Kubonakala ngathi yonke into efana ne-selgas kunye nezihlobo azilindelanga iimpazamo ezivela kuwe, kwaye apha, ngokungalindelekanga, ushiywe wedwa kunye nawe ngokukhawuleza ... ucinga. Kutheni ndilapha? Kulo gumbi, iofisi, isixeko, ilizwe? Ngubani ofuna konke oku? Ngubani na ogqibayo ukuba ngubani na ondifanele ukuba, apho kwaye nini? Kutheni ndizange ndiyenzele isigqibo? Ngaba ndinokuzikhethela mna? Uvakalelo lufana nokuba andizange ndijonge ukujonga emehlweni am, ngaphakathi kwam. Ihlazo lokuba libuthathaka kwaye liqhutywe. Ndifuna okuchaseneyo, ukukhokela nokukhanyisa indlela.

Hayi, andiyi kuvumela izihlobo zam phantsi, andiyi kuphosa into engalindelekanga, andiyi kuhlathini, kwihlelo okanye into enjalo. Kodwa ndifuna ukugqiba apho ndimele khona. Khangela emehlweni abo bathandekayo kwaye uthembeke nabo. Andikwazi ukugqiba ngubani na ongandilandelayo. Nanku umcimbi wezinto ezihambelanayo, kodwa kum - lo ngumbuzo wam. Andizi apho ezi zinto zivela khona entloko yam, mhlawumbi ubudala bunjalo. Uninzi kunokwenzeka, konke kunjalo, kungekudala okanye kamva.

Emva kokufunda into endiyithetha ngayo ngoThixo, ndaqonda apho ndenze khona iphutha. Andizange ndichaze ukuba kukho uThixo kum, kwaye kutheni ndifuna ukubhala igama lakhe kwikamva enkulu.

Kwakhona, andikholwa kuThixo. Andikholelwa kwizithixo, kuquka kuYesu, Allah, Krishna, kunye neentsikelelo zabanye "abangcwele." Inkolo, njengokunqula izithixo, nokuqhubeka kwendlela yabo, impumputhe okanye ingqalelo, ngokusekelwe kwithemba, ayinanto. Kwam, hayi. Inkolo, njengemigaqo yemilinganiselo yokuziphatha, imithetho yezenhlalakahle, iinkqubo zokuziphatha komntu kuluntu, iqokelelwa kwaye iphosiwe ngamawaka eenkcukacha zolwazi -oko kubalulekile. Andikwazi ukuchasisa oku kunye namava am. Kodwa kutheni ndifanele ndikholelwe!

Kwam, isazela sikaThixo. Unembeza uhlala kunye nam, uhlala kuyo yonke indawo kwaye akukho ndawo, ubona yonke into emnyama, phantsi kweengubo, uyazi ngeemfihlelo zam, malunga nazo zonke izenzo ezimbi nezenzo. Uyayazi ngobubele bam, kwaye andivumeli ngoku kuluhlu lwamacebo am amandla. Kwaye ngenxa yokuba yonke into iyasithethelela, nayo, kuyimfuneko ukuba siqaphele yonke into, kwaye vumela uhambe. Ukuguquka.

Kulowo nalowo kuthi, njengenye yeebongi zanamhlanje zithi, kukho iingcamango zokuziphatha kunye nesazela, nakwiyona nto ilahlekileyo, qhubeka uhlala uqobo.

Ukulwa nokuzikhukhumeza, umona, umsindo, ukuphelelwa yintliziyo, ukuhaha, ukukrakra nokuzidla ( izono ezi- 7 ezibulalayo), ukuqonda ngengqondo, ukuzilimaza ngokwabo nokuzithatha njengenxalenye yazo, mhlawumbi, ndiya enyanisweni. Lo mzabalazo wokulinganisela unokuba nenjongo yobomi. Andifumani nanye.

Ndiyakholwa ukuba unembeza, ekugqibeleni, ngumqondiso ondibonisa ngoku iintolo zesikali, ezo imiphefumlo yethu ewa ngayo. Mamela, kwaye kungakhathaliseki ukuba unqulo, ikusasa elihle likulindele.

NguThixo ndibiza umnqweno. Kukho kuwe ngokungabonakaliyo. Kodwa amandla akhe ancike kuphela ekukholweni lwakho.

Apha, njengoko kunjalo. Omnye akanakukuqonda oku, ngoko ndaya kwi-intanethi. Ukuba umfundi unengcamango nemizwelo, nceda ubelane ngamazwana.